Back and Forth

I wasn't always like this,
my days lost i miss.
Let the memories come again,
let my eyes still rain.
The days fly by so fast,
i never realized my present would be my past.
I know you listen to none,
i know this cant be done.
I know you won't stop, alas,
I don't want this time to pass.
The rain drops wet me so,
pleading me to let my past go.
But how can i just let it be,
when i have never been me.

Yesterday i dreamt of my past,
and today i regret my yesterday.
Waiting for some miracle,
shall never unbound you of your shackles.
Stand up, stand up tall,
stand up what even if you fall.
For mistakes are due,
even if they are not few.
They tried to stop me at every step,
they tried to break my will.
I kept walking
and keep walking i will.